Dear Friend,
I'm not gonna lie, the last few days have been some of the roughest days I have had to endure in a long time. It was tragically unexpected for me and I feel confused and a little lost. To be honest with you, I don't want it like this. I've tried to hide my hurt by drowning it out in alcohol, but it's not working. I can't get you out of my thoughts; out of my heart. I know it was such a short period of time but, damn, it was great. The laughs. The great times we had. Even the pain. If I could go back and do it again, I would without even thinking twice about it. Even if going back I still had to relive this pain, I would. You mean that much to me. It would be so worth it. I'm trying to stay positive and optimistic, but my tears and the pain are clouding my thoughts. Of course, every song I hear reminds me of you and the good times we had. This is rough.
Truly,
Matt
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